As I was running yesterday, words of a friend of mine kept creeping into my mind. He says that God is letting him back in a little at a time. I cringe every time I hear this as that is not the God I know, the God I trust.
If we sever our relationship with God, He will take us back, let us back in completely. We need only ask. The problem is we have no experience in just asking. We ask with specifics. We ask with our plans in mind. We ask with what we think is best for us. We need to just say, “Please, God, take me back into your love.”
We spend time in our lives making plans. I am as guilty of this as the next person. Unfortunately, these plans are not always to be. God knows which plans should be for us and not for us. This is why we may think that we are only getting bits and pieces from Him.
God will give us all we need to be whole. We have to be open to what God is giving us.