I have always been working on a “grand plan” but this time I am talking about a deep cleaning plan for my home. My mother says I am very much like her. I don’t like to clean but I do it. I just don’t necessarily do it regularly. I do the daily things – laundry, dishes – regularly. I don’t do the sweeping, vaccing regularly. I need to start.
I always thought a little support would help me. Having to be accountable to someone other than myself – question is why do I think being accountable to someone else is more important than being accountable to myself – would make me do what I say. It doesn’t. I like to work on my own time table. I find it hard to not be deep cleaning the same room as everyone else. I don’t find the support in it. On top of that, my week usually starts on Wed, with a big push over the weekend, and then putting the room back together again at the beginning of the week.
You would think I could do it, knowing all that. Doesn’t seem to be working this time.
Oh well….off to clean!