I am so sorry you don’t have that photo of you! A few years ago I was talking to my Aunt about photos. She said her favorite one of me was the one taken in CA with the red dress that my grandmother had found for $7 at a church sale. I had no idea of what she was talking about until she told me to look at her desk in the other room. There was the photo of me from over 50 years ago. I now have that photo! So keep looking for it, it may show up.